Listening Closely...

God is good. Even when I can't hear His voice. 

Getting Rid of Dead Weight!

I weigh more than I used to.  Who doesn't? I've never really tripped off of my weight until recently. I was always the 'skinny' girl. The ripped athlete and whatever else but never overweight... until these past couple years.  With that being said, I'm in the process of dropping this baggage so that I can get back to feeling like my fabulous self. I don't want to be skinny. I didn't like being called that when it was true. I just want to feel good again, be proud when I look in the mirror, and have my clothes fit the way that I desire them to. I've started a new eating plan and it is ALREADY paying off! I'll be posting some pictures during my journey. There's nothing like being comfortable in your own skin.  That goes for every aspect of life.

-Kris

Happy New Year!!!... and whatnot.

It's a new year and I'm thankful to witness it. Last year taught me a lot about myself and about life in general. My values were questioned and I was backed into a few proverbial corners and I'm glad about that. Resistance has always made me stronger. There were many amazing moments that showed me some amazing things.

Things like... I have more support in more places than I've ever realized. Opening yourself up to others is risky but the reward is worth the risk. Loving someone wholeheartedly will scare the hell out of you. But when that same love is returned... man.

I'm focused on beginning my career and starting my family. This year will bring some changes and quite a few new beginnings. Am I ready? Ehh who is ever REALLY ready? But I am excited about it all and expecting God to provide for me and to prove Himself to me, as He always has.

Be great this year. Be the best possible version of yourself. You've been placed here on purpose for a purpose. Embrace it and excel in it. The best is yet to come!

Happy BIRTHDAY To Me!!!!

   

 Today is my birthday and I must say, the days leading up to this day were rough. I focused too much of my attention on what I don't have and what I hadn't accomplished yet.  Thank God that He provided me with a great support system that reminded me that everything happens in due time.  I was being way too hard on myself and not appreciating all that I've been blessed with.  God has allowed me to see an age that many I know will not see. My twenties taught me a lot about myself and I'm glad I know who I am. I'm grateful. I'm thankful...

I'm 30!!!

Summa Cum Laude!!!!

I graduated on July 28, 2012 with highest honors!!

     I'm so proud of myself, I don't know what to do. Thank you to everyone who traveled, cleared their day, woke up early, showed up, sent a well-wish, cheered, gave a gift, gave of their time or energy... just to share in the celebration with me!  Words do my gratitude no justice.

     When I left the ceremony, the first place I went was to Oak Grove Cemetery.  I laid my scroll on my grandparent's graves. They valued education more than anyone I know and I know they would have been there. I worked very hard in school for the betterment of my life. I also did it because they weren't afforded that opportunity. A big part of me did it for them.  Hopefully they would have been proud of me...

This is just the beginning ...

I Did It Because...

 

 ... I was tired of not doing it.  Because the more comfortable I became with myself, the more uncomfortable my reality became.  Because I respect you enough to tell you the truth.  Because when I think about it, it's a very small part of who I am but the biggest thing I've ever denied.  Because she's everything to me and there's no reason to be ashamed of her.  Because, as of July 6, 2012, I don't care what you think anymore.

Random Thought: Now there's a lot more room for handbags and clothes in my closet. 

 

Whitney...

     I was really young when I was introduced to Whitney Houston's gift.  I've always been aware that I could sing but when I heard her voice, I had something to aspire toward. There was a connection there...  Melodies that sent chills like winter and runs that brought heaven into my everyday life.  I needed that. Music gives me life and Whitney is the best instrument I've ever heard. Until now, I couldn't really expound on her passing. It hurt too bad.

     I'd like to thank her for sharing everything with us.  Her gift, her joys, and her pain.  Whitney you were human, you are loved, and now I pray that you're in a peaceful rest.

I will always love you...